
After going to the wrong parking garage, into the wrong building, and then taking a 3.5 year old down on a very brisk walk to make it 15 minutes late to my appointment:
I met with my neurologist today, to follow up and discuss my continued complex partial seizures.
He was very helpful and patient, explaining that he wished I had more face-to-face follow ups with him, as he did not know I was still having such trouble with the seizures. It's apparent that email contact does NOT translate well, and he was unaware that I was struggling so much. Although, to be fair, I haven't seen him. When I was hospitalized, I saw "a team" of neurologists, and was not under his care directly. The follow-up has been online, and I thought that was enough until I got back in to see him. I emailed several times to share my troubles, but it appears that it just did not translate. The moment I explained it to him in person, he understood completely and gave me an hour of information.
Here's the thing. I have shared before that I have a very small area of my brain that is malformed, that has been there since birth. While many people who have this issue tend to show problems FROM EARLY ON, I didn't. I had no problems with my brain, ever, in 25+ years of living!
I was perfectly healthy (yes, including The Fat, I didn't have any co-morbids aside from high blood pressure during pregnancy) until ... approximately 18 months after my gastric bypass.
His theory -
There is a possibility that the Perfect Storm of RNY Gastric Bypass, possible vitamin issues, anemia, pregnancy, etc... TURNED THE DAMN THING ON. Fine. He suggested that just maybe! the further I get away from the issues that trigger the seizures, they will go away. This would be wonderful. Problem? We don't know what the issues are, but he agreed that it could be stemming directly from my GUT.
The medicine I was given one year ago (that I didn't want, it's got nasty side effects) stopped the grand mal seizures, but did not stop the complex partials, so I am to try taking two at once in an attempt to slow down and stop the little seizures and perhaps wake my ass back up. The drug I have been taking -- a form of Dilantin -- makes me blaaaaaah, sleepy and hungry, among other things.
After discussing the pros and cons of other meds, we decided on going back on the Dopamax in addition to the Dilantin. This might just do it -- the combination -- even if I lose my words, get jacked up and tingly -- I might be seizure-less.
The side effects of Topamax should also help the side effects of the Dilantin. O-o
What? Topamax makes me Super Beth, Tingly! And Dumb! Let's go! I could REALLY use that. The dumb part sucks, but yanno? Who's to know? I work for myself.
And, pssst... it has a lovely weight-neutral or weight-loss effect. I may have lost 25 or so lbs on it last time, and regained 30 since I quit it.
So. Medicate the brain more. Hope it works better and keeps me from slicing a finger off with a Paula Deen knife while making dinner, asking a grocery store cashier for "sugar, I need sugar, I am sorry I just need sugar!" with no memory of doing it, or wandering off like your elderly grandpa. If I can STOP the complex partial seizures -- I can rule the world. Or, at least slice onions when nobody's home, take a bath, or take a walk.
And, move toward finding the actual cause of the seizures. More. More pushy-like.
Recent Comments