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fucktard

My husband had WLS two months after I did. He was compliant for the first 6 months. He is now one year out and hasn't lost one pound in the last 6 months.

He claims that because he is "working out" that he can consume more calories. He will not track his calories so he has no fucking clue how much he is eating. My guess is that it's somewhere between 3000-3500. He still needs to lose another 40 pounds but doesn't give a shit.

I'm still trying to get the last 20 pounds off (who the fuck isn't?) and don't need to watch him consume huge amounts of whatever the fuck he feels like shoveling into his face.

I'm not going to take care of you, Fucktard, when you regain your weight along with all of your co morbidities. You've fucked this surgery thing up by losing 6 months of your weight loss window and you will be a very lonely man.

convince

i'm five-five, one hundred and twenty five pounds. the most i've ever weighed is one forty five point five. the least i've ever weighed is ninety nine. but still, my first thoughts, upon waking every morning,
are about how fat i am or will be if i don't watch myself. that's why i read these wls forums, sites and blogs. i really wonder if i self-pay if there's some way i could convince a surgeon about the lap band.

new addiction

I love my new body, flab and all. I mean, I'm half of what I used to be!

The sad thing is that, after two addt'l surgeries, I now love pain killers and can't seem to live without them.

I was never addicted to food, but I don't think that's kept me from a new addiction.

Hmph...I thought being "skinny" was going to "fix" a lot of things in my life.