And here I am, pushing 2009 out on his cold, bony, ass. 2009 has been cruel to a lot of you out there. And, I can only hope that 2010 brings change.
We have had good and bad here. Number one -- my family has been HEALTHY. My kids NEVER GET SICK. *knocking on the desk* Mr. has a JOB. Although he had a loss in pay this year, took on a new job and went back to his original job, he's GOT ONE.
Even though I have no idea what it is that I "do," I have apparently created a job for myself, and earned more income this year than I ever have from actually working, which means... I did it. I didn't realize it till now, but that was a goal (of many, most of which are nowhere NEAR being reached) for 2009.
Yeah, so I didn't lose weight or find a cure for whatever the hell is wrong with me, but damn it, I got paid. I guess the goals for 2010 will be the same. Lose weight, find out what's wrong with me, keep paying the bills, and...everything else I completely failed to complete... then, what?
Goals? I haz 'em. Some are easy. Some are likely ridiculous. And, some, I can't remember, so pretend I shared them. And some, I won't share, because that usually bites me in the ass. ;)
- I still want to go to school.
- I still want to Get A Real Job.
- Fix my brain.
- Lose the damn weight. Again.
- Get more active. Like exercise. For real. With Sweat. Or at least panting.
- Buy a big ass mofo car that fits my family.
- Take time away - get the kids away - somewhere - anywhere. Repeat.
- Eat more vegetables.
- Eat less butter. ;)
That's enough for now. I'm tired. There's no way I'll be up to watch balls drop.